Missed

You ARE missed.  Every second of every day. .. must some days are harder than others

Having a rough day

I went go eBay and saw photos of you boys and cried. .. Then printed photos of you to put in the New frame I got. . and cried.

Thinking of you

When am I not. .. lol. Skipped gaming today.  Cleaned, did laundry,  rearranged the kitchen, set up the fish tank (no fish yet). it's very hot outside.  I'm working on getting things together to eBay more so I can save more money.  Nothing exciting for you guys.  Maybe we can set up X box live and play together? I sure do miss you all

To work or not to work. ..

I'm at work but the owners daughter used my computer and now it's loaded with malware... and the site I use is down too. I'm not sure there is much work I can get done while I'm scanning my computer. .. so I'm wondering if I should just go home and get some of my own work done. .

headed home. ... gave up

Missing you

Sometimes I just cry. .. Because. .. I miss you all so much

weird

I thought this guy looked like daddy

Hunger games?

Your mom is getting better

Sorry

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile.  I was given the impression you don't ever read this blog.  But I've decided I should keep it going anyway.  I miss you. I love you. I think about you every single day.  You are each a part of my heart.  I want more than anything to hold you and hug you and hear you talk and laugh and play. Nothing exciting going on here.  I work. .. a LOT.  I shoot archery sometimes.  It helps me destress.  But no matter what I have emptiness. .. emptiness from not being with you boys.